7 Dec 2010: Its December already???

A friend asked during dinner tonight, "So, what's your plan for 2011?"


Just as i am about to sit down and ponder and think about life now, its another new year already. i've been on this job for two years! so much for wanting to go back to school...will i actually ever do that? i dont know. anyway, as part of a reminiscence exercise for today, these are the highlights for this year.




Jan - snow for the first time in London!





Feb - visit to air traffic control tower KLIA.
I dont have a better pic to show that i was there!



April - Mount Kinabalu and White water rafting

May - wonderful Redang break

Aug - UK hols!

Oxford

Aberdeen

Balmoral, Edinburgh

Fife, Scotland

Sept - Perth

Oct - Alor Setar, Kedah

Nov - 24th!

Was it a wonderful year? it sure is. i have to be grateful. none of this could have happen. God's amazing grace. how's next year going to be? definitely better!

7 Dec 2010: Why i've not been blogging

Hello...if there is actually still anyone reading this miserable blog. there are a lot of excuses for not updating; and i should really share this:

i blog-hop everyday; and i definitely love blogs with loads of picturesss. a picture does tell a thousand words. what intimidates me is that those pictures are always tagged with the blogsite address. for example:

and as nooby as i am, i dont know how to do that; yes, i dont know how to tag a picture with the blogsite address. what i did for the picture above is tedious, not funny - something like going all the way into power point and inserting the text box, and saving and...
you get the picture. is this the only way??? it takes such a long time! and that is only one picture! so due to that i've been making excuses, hence not blogging cause all i want to do is share pictures!!! but everyone is tagging and i dont know how to tag and if i dont tag and upload then how??? what will happen to me? exactly, on top of all that fear of uncertainty, i still am not sure what will happen to me if i dont tag the pictures. the moral of the story is, i will not tag my pictures from now on. because, i think its ok not to tag. :-) what a relief! LOL.

26 October 2010

The mistakes I've made

That caused pain

I could have done without

All my selfish thought

All my pride

The things I hide

You have forgot about

They're all behind you

They'll never find you

They're on the ocean floor

Your sins are forgotten

They're on the bottom

Of the ocean floor

My misdeeds

All my greed

All the things that haunt me now

They're not a pretty sight to see

But they're wiped away

By a mighty, mighty wave

A mighty, mighty wave

Your sins are erased

And they are no more

They're out on the ocean floor

Take them away

To return no more

Take them away

To the ocean floor

Audio Adrenaline - Ocean Floor 

thats not what i meant.
if only i could tell you how much God loves you.
if only you could understand how much God loves you.
if only you could fathom the love God has for you
how much He wants you back into His arms
how much He wants to have a relationship with you
how much He wants to be with you forever
that He sent His only Son to die for you
to redeem you from the curse
to redeem you from sickness and pain
to redeem you from this world
to bring you life.
to bring you abundant life.
to bring you purpose and meaning.
to give you a meaning of worship
to give you real joy and love
to satisfy your longing
God gives your mind, body and soul nothing in this world can.
He gave us Jesus.

take, take 'til there's nothing
nothing to turn to
nothing when you get through
won't you break
scatter pieces of all i've been
bowing to all i've been
running to
where are you?

where are you?

did you leave me unbreakable?
leave me frozen?
i've never felt so cold
i thought you were silent
i thought you left me
for the wreckage and the waste
on an empty beach of faith
was it true?

yes, i, i got a question
i got a question
where are you?

scream
deeper, i wanta scream
i want you to hear me
i want you to find me
i, i want to believe
but all i pray is wrong
and all i claim is gone

well, i, i got a question
i got a question
where are you?

yeah, yeah

well, i, i got a question
i got a question
where are you?

where are you?
where are you?
where are you?

jars of clay - silence

i'm on my knees Lord
been making stupid, selfish decisions again
played with fire
knowing so well how it will burn me
still moving forward anyway
this world cannot understand Lord
but its a journey i'll take with You regardless
there's pain, turmoil, confusion within which
can be avoided
but humanly asked for
to satisfy desires that should be solely for You

Spirit, fix my eyes on Him and Him alone