Sunday, December 13, 2009

13 December 2009

Clair de lune by Debussy is truly a remarkable piece. i hear it a lot - especially now, for its calming soothing mesmerizing effect. i love it. when i'm numb - its good for that. of course i wouldn't come across debussy if not for twilight. and yes, i read it...more than once. not to fuel the bimbo part of me; but i guess for the utopic dreamy worldly part of me. sometimes its okaylah.

its finally coming to an end, 2009. how has it been? i cant recall much.whether subconsciously i'm trying to forget or i just couldn't care less or i have something else in mind i dont know.

have i added value? job? environment? family? friends? self? i dont see it. have i?

its more difficult than i ever imagine. i thought it would be ok. it would be fine. but you dont really know what you've got till its gone.

i'm numb. Lord help me.

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